A Pakistani man living in the city of Hammond in the American state of Wisconsin

A Pakistani man living in the city of Hammond in the American state of Wisconsin, Whose fake name is Shah Wali Khan, is living in Pakistan. has returned to America, his business partner Iranian Nizad American Umayim Mashhadi came to congrulate him on performing Umrah, then the talk of Islam started there. 

Shah Wali Khan often used to take his mother to perform Umrah, but for the past few years since his mother passed away, he could not go for Umrah even at the beginning of Ramdan. 

He often started seeing his mother in her dream who was very anxious, she wanted to say something to her son but she was unable to say it and this dream kept haunting her. 

It took fifteen days for her to understand her mother's anxiety. Until on the night of the 16th  day of fasting, suddenly his mother spoke to him and said, 

"I am anxious because of this, this time you did nat ask Allah's forgiveness for me while sitting in the courtyard of the Haram." As soon as Shah Wali's eyes opened. 

He gave up all his engagements, picked up his passport and went to perform Umrah

He had done itikaaf there with his mother two or three times in Ramdan before, this time also everything else was the not with him, so he spent more time than before in worshiping his mother. 

For prayers even they say When I was warshiping Allah on the 27th night during Qiyam al-Lail, I sat down to rest for a while and started dhikr. And she is shaking me again and again saying this place is not for sleeping and this night  is not for sleeping too. 

It was too late for mother to give me some love that my eyes opened and I started chanting again.

Shah Wali Khan was asked by his Iranian friend that how did you become so much inclined towards religion, then Shah Wali told him while expressing his gratitude. 

I was orphaned when I was a child. My mother was a poor women who worked for a mechanical engineer. 

Livelihood was very easy and we did not need to work anywhere else except his house Becouse even though we were poor, we didn't need to go to anyone's doorstep. 

Allah used to increase my mother's hard work so much that we were able to make ends meet, so people were jealous of us. 

They used to force me to bring my mother to their doorstep, so they did not refrain from torturng us in different ways, even sometimes they accused me of theft and called my mother to apologize At times, my mother used to accuse her of stealing lies As time passed, people did not stop their mischief and I also became young. 

When I was 19 years old and started distinguishing between good and bad, one day a very wise man of the village sat me down.

Pyaar started to explain with love and started to make me think. I felt good sitting next to him. 

As my mother knew him personally, she used to forbid me to sit next to him, but he explained me so well.

Even though I was very obedient to my mother, I refused to obey her and sat next to this person.

When I became very close to this person, he started turning me against my mother until this person incited me against my mother saying that my mother is mischievous and her mechanical engineer.

Having an illicit relationship 

After talking so much, he left the mention of my mother, but then she started narrating to me that so-and-so's daughter was like that, so he killed so-and-so's sister, was like that, and so-and-so's mother was like that. 

So he killed me. When he continued to talk to me for one and a half months, I also decided in my heart to show my honner by killing my mother.

Here I also want to make it clear that no matter how pious your mother, sister, wife, daughter may be, when you have a doubt about them, even if they stand at the place of prayer, they will not satisfy you. 

Sakti, you also find this thing suspicious of her. The same thing happend to me. If my mother stayed late due to work and reached home late or left early in the morning, I would have suspected that my mother was wrong. 

Neet has left home Whenever there was a function with the mechanical engineer, he used to call me and my mother and would specially insist us to wear good clothes, for which he would not only pay for us but also buy us good clothes. 

He used to do all these things from the beginning but now I also felt suspicious about his actions since I started being provoked against my mother. If my mother used to leave the house wearing nice clothes, I would even be suspicious of this act.

My mind was filled with hatred against my mother to such an extent that I decided to kill my mother.

I was given a sharp knife and an ax to kill my mother. In case of murder, I was instructed to cut the rest of my mother's body into pieces and put them in a sack and throw these pieces on the hill.

When I went towards her with a knife with the intention of killing my mother, my mother understood my dangerous intentions and asked me what I was doing.

So I told my mother that she has become a mockery for me, she does evil deeds, I have started to prove my jealousy by taking her life. 

Hearing my words, my mother cried and said I am still hungry because there is only one person in the house and I have decided that she will not eat my children. If I was so luxurious, why would be hungry?

The person who incited you against me is so well-wisher of you, so why did he not take the responsibility of supporting you, why did he not understand your mother's compulsion, if you have to kill in the name of honor, kill those Because of this, your mother had to step outside the threshold of the house. Your culprit is not your mother. 

Your culprit is your ruler. There ara rich and wealthy people here who did not consider it appropriate to give us their zakat. It seems that you can prove that you are jealous by killing me, then kill me, 

but I say that if you stay with me and obey me, then you will become an example to the world. I obeyed my mother and gave her life. After that day I never sat with anyone. 

Meanwhile, Allah created a means for me and I came here to America. When America was set up, I also invited my mother here, but my mother directly expressed he desire to be with me before coming here. 

One wants to perform Umrah, so I took my mother to do Umrah first and then moved here. After that day, every year I went to Umrah with my mother. But because this time my mother was not live.

Therefore, during the busyness of my life, there was no one to tell me that Ramadan was passing and I had to go for Umrah to fulfill my mother's wish, nor did I take time out of my busy life even. 

I started to see my mother anxious and often in my dreams, understanding my mother's anxiety, the last decade of Ramadan was almost here, then as soon as I understood, I left everything there and my mother. 

I went from here to the house of Allah to relieve my anxiety. All this is given by my mother If I, like many Pakistanis, had shown honor by killing my mother on that day, I would have been rotting in a jail. 

There would be a mill But Alhamdulillah, my mother advised me in a good way and prevented me from doing a bad thing. After that, my mother started paying special attention to my training until I was alive as a charity for my mother. 

I will continue to give charity for my mother. I will be guilty, now it is your reward whether you take me with you to haeven or hell with you. 

Try not to be punished in the grave because of you.I promised my mother that I will never complain to you about myself after Aj, God willing, and I never gave my mother a chance to complain. Whatever I am is the result of my mother's prayers.

And I also want to tell you that killing in the name of honor is not a solution to any problem, but forgiveness is the best solution.